I don't know where to go with this blog anymore. I want to continue with it, but how long will it take till my words dry out and wind carries me on to just another interest on the web? All I am doing is taking one more address that someone may want in the future. How big is the
Internet. It seems as though it may never end. Day after day, there is something new on it. Websites are being created by the dozens and content is being slapped as though it is one step up from the everyday publication.
I have had some inspiration lately. Maybe it's the fact, that my two dimensional art is boring me and I want to continue it but move up a step on the creativity level, or it's the idea that I grow tired with one thing and slide on to the next like I tend to do with my mind. I want to actually create my own website where I can express myself away from the daily blog everyone always sees. To be honest, do I want a blog where you hear me or do I want a website where you can see me. Does that make sense?
With this website, it would flourish with my art, it will bleed what I see everyday, it will scream "Abstract!" It will be a sanctuary where those who want, can sway to the ambiance created by the layout I present. I can dream, but can I create? We will see...
photo by Aaron Michael Brown
I'm chasing dreams and I enjoy every minute of it.
I am playing games with what if's and I'm roll'n deep,
chin high and shoulders tight.
Life has treated me well.
Lets get out of this town and make history.
Years may pass and people could start talking,
but we know our journey and we will continue
chin high and eyes in flight.
Let that inspiration swell.
There is so much out there that we could miss.
There is so much out there that we could learn.
Abstract
Why do I reach for things that have "Out Of Bounds" written all over them?Why do I fall apart like 'Jenga' when one things goes wrong?Why do I find errors in moments that are out weighed by the perfections?Why do I always fall for the next thing in line? I sat in a car for a long drive today and me being the forgetful person I am, I forgot to charge my ipod after using it yesterday on the bus to Cedar Point. In that kind of situation, most people would turn to the radio, but this is me we are talking about. If I have a choice between mainstream (radio) music and silence, I would take the silence any day. Nothing against music on the radio, it's just not me, and there is also something about silence that humbles a person. You should try it sometime.
But with dead air, there comes moments to ponder. I kept focusing on what I have done these last few weeks and realized a few flaws I have left unshackled, if I say so myself.
Each one of these questions have an answer if I really tried to look for them, but is it the answer I am looking for? I spend all of this time questioning why I do things and how I do them, but I feel as though I should just sit back and tell myself:
"this is what makes me, me"
"this is what separates me from you"
"this is why I am Abstract Greene"
If I had one suggestion for you, it would be to sit in a silent car, on or off. Preferably off if you are parked in a garage with the doors closed. I don't want to be responsible for anyone dying of carbon monoxide intake. But while you are in that car, put it in park and pop the seat back and let your mind wonder. Let it hike the trail it has not been on for quite some time. Let it soak in the tub you have been filling the last few weeks. I bet you will find moments in your life worth the smiles and the attention. Although you have a question, a knack for finding flaws or even a disappointment, it's not the end of the world. Strut on to bigger and better breaths of fresh air. Maybe after three winks, you will realize that God has a plan for you.
Oh the world we live in!
This morning I was searching the world wide web for various forms of signage. I wanted to use a modern yet slightly humorous construction of the everyday ideograms we see. Oh... the reason I was on this small excursion was all for a project I'm working on in my Graphic Design class. With my eyes glued to the screen and half glazed over with the usual daybreak of tuesday morning, I came across this picture and realized a spelling error. I felt obligated to bring this up mainly because in a world of graphic design, mistakes like this are drastic. We as designers of graphics must ALWAYS recheck our work and if spell check tells you that a word is wrong, most likely it is wrong. Also if you are not sure on anything, there are people out there to help you. People are always ready and willing to offer a helping hand whether you need it or not and for them to be asked for help surprisingly enough gives them a sense of importance and value.
On the lighter side, I did come across many beautiful designs and spell checked works, so I guess there are enough quality designers out there to balance the field. To the graphic designers out there, power to you and make an impression with the skills you were given and be a role model to those who are looking to be in the field. Competition only improves everyones dexterity.
All I hear is word vomit as it is spat out left and right. I spend more time wiping off the remains than trying to pay attention, but I feel like everyone else feels the same way. My ears burn and my eyes wander. I catch another stare from across the room every now and then. I can't help but want to scream after every distilled pause. Not because there is silence, but because my eyes have already glazed over with checkered confusion. The air gets stale and my mouth dries out; my hands just want to draw, but I know that I will get called out if I try and do anything other than stare with the habitual empty face I have in this class. It's not like I am always this way, but when I feel like there is nothing productive happening my mind goes crazy, my head spins.
I fell in love with a new music... but I don't know if I should make anything serious of it. I mean, seriously, it lifted me off my feet and left a smile on my face bigger than I ever imagined... It was like one of those smiles that tend to slap across your face after a heart whelming story was just told or you see an old friend you never expected to see again. There is that moment of bliss; there is that shiver of excitement; there is that keen sense of no senses whatsoever. It's unbelievable. But back to what I was talking about, if my other music ever found out, it would be the end of me. It's not really like I am cheating on my other music, I just am listening to the newer music more. It allows me to tap into my abstract world. My abstract world where nothing could ever go wrong and designs fly past my head non stop. I LOVE IT.
The bands that I am talking about are
Metavari and
Deastro. A friend and I just got back from their small concert going on here in fort
wayne at the tiger room. I left breathless and dizzy, but in a good way, if that were to be possible. If you have never heard of them, I truly recommend them to anyone that appreciates good music.
Metavari is all instrumental and
Deastro is more of a vocal light rock in my opinion. Check them out!!!
www.myspace.com/metavarihttp://www.myspace.com/deastroyou will fall in love as well... i promise
peace
Aaron
"still life" by Aaron Greene
Hey there readers...
Blogging for the fun of it is all new to me. I believe the last time I really had a daily blog (daily - used loosely) was when xanga's blogging website was a new view on the market. Yeah, that was short lived. So here I am once again back in the blogging world, giving myself a name and showing what I have to offer.
Lately, my brother and I have been talking on starting our own shirt company. On my free time, I have been designing shirts and making names. Don't forget asking people what they would like to see on a shirt. Most of my inspiration comes from all seven seasons of rob dobi's shirt designs, everyday instances, and music titles. I believe that with my experience and major in graphic design and my brothers major and exposure to business, I really think this may actually happen. At the moment though, I find it overwhelming. We have been in search of printing companies, websites names, and everything in between. I guess all I can ask from you is... wish us luck and give as many ideas as possible... who knows?!? you could be wearing it on a shirt in the future. Right now it is all talk though.
Other than that, I haven't been up to much. It has been a nice and cold winter break and I have another 10 days of it. Yay!!! Bowling tonight with a few friends and possibly hanging out afterwards. That's about it!!!
